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tonite...

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its coming again

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haunting me

.

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again

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n

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again

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n

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here i am

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admitting that

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YES!!!

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i

i

i

MISS U

A LOT!!!

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n

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yet!!!

u never really notice me

not ever realising that I ever exist

.

.

it had been almost 5 yrs now

.

.

STILL

only u that can make me SUFFERING like this

.

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barely breathing

barely looking

barely living

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only YOU

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d one n only that ever make me cry

.

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it had been 5 yrs

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.

Y i cant just simply let u go???

.

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becoz of U

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.

NOW

i promise myself

.

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u r d LAST one dt going 2 make me cry

never again i'm going 2 make dis mistake again

cause

never ONCE in ur life

u realising my EXISTeNce!!!

.

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yes i'm blind

yes i'm a fool

.

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i cant seem 2 see anyone else but u

i cant seem 2 forget anything about u

here i am in my room crying all by myself just by remembering u

ONLY U

n

I HATE U

ya allah kalau benar dia yg terbaek buatku

tetapkanlah hati jiwaku pdnya

tapi ya allah kalu dia bukan yg terbaek utk ku

ak mohon ya alllah moga ak lupa

sesungguhnya engkau maha mengetahui apa yg lbih baek buat hambamu

amin