loving him.. missing him.. only Allah know how much i miss him... almost 5 yrs now.. but still i juz can't 4get anything bout him.. he much happier now.. much more human .. hehehehe..





5 yrs - u hv change a lot.. but still my feeling still juz d same ermmmm i think i hv much deeper feeling 2wards him now.. i juz can't get rid of u in my mind.. if i can i would ... i just hate u 4 dat..





bcoz of u - i've change .. coz of u - i can't be wif other guy.. i juz can't trust them .. y i've fallen in luv wif u...

sadness... loneliness ... hv filled my life... always hv dis empty feeling .. sumthing hv been suck out of my life... so empty ...

if there is a person ... juz one... dat understand ... maybe .. one day.. i'll find him

n u... i always pray dat u always happy

a luv b4 time-